hello

remember the time we used to not be at each others throats? when we used to talk about all the good times and not the bad? cause its becoming a distant memory and not longer and reality. i miss what we had and im not sure where it went wrong or if it was even ever ok and i just thought it was. ive done stupid stuff before and lately but weve been throught worse. hell weve been with out each other. there are times i think im helping you and sometimes i think you tell me stuff cause you feel you have to. i rely on you alot and i try so hard not to but sometimes your the ony one who gets me you know how i work youve seen me at my complete worst and best. and i cant stand to loose you. i feel though sometimes we need to talk things throught but i get scared itll go bad and well loose each other i cant comprhend that at all. i love you with all my heart and sometimes i wish i believed that you and everybody else would show that they feel the same way towards me and occasionally it happens. but the bugging happens more. so i know i messed up trust me i know but i dont know what to do but let you come to me when you are done being mad which i respect and totally understand.